A crushed heart... Chapter FIVE

I called the doctor on a Thursday afternoon and didn't get to speak with anyone. Friday I called and they were not going to be able to see me until Monday which was fine because i knew the facts. The bleeding started on Thursday morning and stopped. Friday I had no bleeding and Saturday it started full force! I had never seen so much blood, I wondered honestly if id bleed to death. I went to my appointment on Monday and the Dr I had to see gave me false hope. He said well if you got several positives you are pregnant! I went on to tell him that I was bleeding so bad there is no way i kept the pregnancy. He sent me for blood work and my levels were already back to a 3. Which in the medical world anything under a 5 is a negative for pregnancy. You typically have to have at least a level of 50 to get a positive home test, i took several all positive on Thursday and Friday. Monday a 3!!! I learned very quick that levels drop drastically once you start miscarrying. I bled HEAVY for almost three weeks. I was numb because I had not even got to tell my hubby and when he got home he had no idea what was going on. All this time I stayed strong and continued driving my aunt and uncle around because this was their first and possibly last trip to Hawaii, i didn't want them to miss anything! We skipped the month of February for our fertility treatments to get my body back to normal then picked up again in March.